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foods.
The girls lived upstairs separately from their parents. The nurseries
functioned independently of the rest of the palace and had their own servants.
Languages were a potential source of confusion in the family and many different
languages could be heard in the palace. Although the girls were thoroughly
Russian, they spoke English with their mother and Russian to their father
and Alexei. Isolated from the outside world severely, the girls developed
a curious child-like way of speaking Russian, which some outsiders found
disconcerting and it gave the impression that their development had somehow
been arrested.
The empress found her oldest daughter hard to discipline; she was stubborn
and strong willed. Intellectually, she was the most intelligent of
her siblings, but she lost interest in further development. Olga
was aware of the danger her family was in a s the revolution approached.
This knowledge took its toll on her emotionally and she became jittery
and nervous. This condition was worsened by overwork during the World
War I as a surgical nurse. Olga, joined by her mother and sister
Tatiana, assisted in difficult operations and the nursing of wounded soldiers.
the work was hard and no allowances were made for her position or tender
age. She saw men suffer and die in horrible agony form battlefield
wounds. the experience radically changed her and she lost whatever
carefree spirit she had left. She became more moody, irritable, withdrawn,
and eventually, suffered a nervous breakdown. At the time of the revolution, Olga could feel the mood of the country and she knew her parents were hated. Reading the press and talking with her friends, she was shocked at the negative public image of her family; the cartoons people had made of her mother and father baffled her. She could not comprehend how people could believe the lies people were saying about her dear parents. Olga felt much bitterness and resentment towards Russia for tearing her family apart. TATIANA, born May 29, 1897. Tatiana had sense of compassion
that allowed her to recognize people's initial unease about being around
a Tsar's daughter and made a pint of putting people at ease in her presence.
Having friends was very important to her and she eagerly sought them out.
However, people found it almost impossible to forget who she was and Tatiana
had difficulty building satisfying friendships. It never helped that
the secret police followed them around constantly, hiding in bushes and
even chasing people away. Tatiana was closest to Alexandra and was
usually the one chosen to ask for difficult favors from their mother.
Her tact and gentle persuasiveness usually worked. More so than her
sisters, Tatiana understood her mother's personality and preferences; it
was obvious she enjoyed being in their mother's company more than the others.
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